Well.... I have noticed some changes with my body since I started going to the gym intensely over the last couple of weeks. My weight has stayed the same for the last 2 weeks which makes me feel good and bad.... Good because I believe my fat is turning into muscles....Bad because....well just because. I expect the pounds to peel off my body. Slide or melt off...whatever! Wouldn't be bad to lose another 5 kilos in a heartbeat.
There is the problem of the breast. My breasts. I have watched my breast grow into an E cup and plummet to a B cup with no advance warning in the past. Right now, they currently feel like shrivelled tomatoes. I am not happy.
Then there is the problem of my stomach, my beer gut....like I said, my stomach lives in it's own zip code. How else can I explain thinner arms and shanks yet a kwashiorkor type look..? I have been dreading the crunches. Crunches or sits ups scare me to death. So last Friday my trainer made me do crunches..... Into the 25th crunch I heard something snap in my neck. He thought I was pretending so as not to do anymore.... Long story short, I was writhing in pain all day and cried all night. Next day. Hospital. X-ray. Then I was slapped with a dog collar around my neck all weekend. And the worst deep tissue massage in history. Unpretty! How stupid. who sprains their neck while doing sit-ups.?? Me!
My right arm has started to ache....playing squash 4 times a week is extremely strainous, it's not like I am training to be a professional athlete...Well, I consulted WebMD and I think some nerves are playing with me. It's intense and anytime I touch metal/steel, I feel a sharp pain around the joints. I think my body is telling me to slow down, eat more food and rest a bit. Working out 5 days a week for at least 90 minutes is not helping my rather frail body. The rate at which I am going my breasts will suddenly shrink to the size of dried figs or even raisins. *sigh*
The sit ups can wait. I will stick to cardio for now and take it one step at a time. With what's happening to my anatomy, this is more than an uprising....